New class, exams draws near.

I'm quite mentally unstable now.
idk what am i thinking.

A game :D
No one has to care if no one understand, its for me to know :D
Just now wanted to try something.
But i managed to stop myself.
Whenever i lose myself, i think of you.
Then again, i think even deeper.
I lost myself.
I wanted to play, smile, laugh.
I played the game fun
I was an insane player, even the host said so, for i was hardcore.
Its near 1hr now, i still had the crazy effect of weakness and giddyness on me.
_I_

Even though i cant think well now, i still mean what i said in sms.
I always mean what i say.
I swear to god, i am serious.

9.30pm-
partly sober now, headache, abit hyperish, feels like exploding my anger or what even crap.
idk how i even continue..i'm a fool.
I hate the feeling if i'm gonna lose smth.
Oh well, if it can be a good thing to others, i wont mind.
I wished god created me better.
Imma study math later.. i must..

1207am 23sept08-
Sneezing for idk how long le, i feel damned weak.
breaking cold sweat.
WHY!
My mother saw my hp de screensaver lol...

Tmr F&Ntest,e-math,a-math.
And i'm so cant continue le.
hais
*shutsdown*