hais. sian. 4.24am le.
i can do nth, can i? hais.
Gonna numb my feelings t keep myself not easily emo/angry/sad/pissed/irritated/jealous, lose concentration/appetition/reaction. ==
Wished i could give seal away my heart for the time being, but its not totally with me..so i cant seem t do it..
Ah, guess imma just..study well, and try get it for the last time..
Since i cant do anything with my current equipment status..?
I shall control..resist..ignore..which i been trying..
Gonna equip myself with more knowledge, enhance by more sleep ,and enchant by better grade, to try again..hais.

Changed blog song t some random song i found it meaningful!

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

Repeat Chorus

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

Repeat Chorus x3


Looking at my phone..looking at smses, looking at pics..wishing how once everything was.
Okay, gotta sleep, 4.56am le after posting, took so long ==
nites.