Today was the last day of SuperTeen Workshop.
I woke up near 7am, and went to Tiong to meet friends.
I wanted to wait for other group of people and go Singapore Polytechnic together.
But my friends were waiting for me, 1 for all, all for 1.
I had no choice but to go first, if not i am dragging their times.

Upon reaching our destination, lots of seats were taken.
I was badly demoralised to sit in front of ? due to some jealousy of -blank- yesterday and some mistakes in sms.
But in the end, i did it, i had to give it my shot.
But i sat on the seat, and stoned somehow.
I was afraid to move much, i was afraid of making more mistakes.
I was afraid of failure.
I was low-self esteem.
But, later ? drop a pen, and shake me to pick it up.
I helped to pick, and a voice in my head scold me for being useless.
I started to get back to normal slowly.
Then soon, i could talk more, play more..hahas..
And i felt happy ago, but also some times i was jealous.
But still, i was overall able to remove negative thoughs and stay happy. happy! ^^
And i managed to memorise those 30 words by half hour and 6+secs was my best. hahas.
Wallpaper, mountain, skirt, string, ice cream, sissors, nail, watch, nurse, perfume, elephant, jail, mirror, suitcase, plant, power, safe, watermelon, michael jackson, climb, bun, shoe, tree, door, hive, stick, heaven, gate, wine, hen!

After dinner, all of parents who can come came.
Mr Ernest talked about his parent's story, it was touching, but i was distracted by -blank- But the smoke was clear already now. Anw, i felt sad for Ernest, but i din't cry. Hah, just sympathy.
Blah blah, after the talk, i lost sight of ?.

Went to Tiong with mother and sister to eat Mac.
Then went home and used laptop, which now, 1.26am i am still using.
Msn x3

I shall get 7A1s even though i know language is hard. But i will try!
? was my motivation earlier, and shall still be my motivation.
And now, another motivation is my family+future.
I must do it, i know i can, failure is not an option.