Thursday, 26th March, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009, 8:39 AM
Today 2nd day of SuperTeens.
Had quite alot of stuffs, but no time/no mood to talked about it.
Was quite pissed at a point of time with a friend after knowing what he did.
But i calmed down later.
Was emo another point of time, cause idk if it was the truth or not.
But i calmed down later.
Then later Ernest call us to close our eyes and he said alot stuffs, think about parent and stuffs.
I normally could control my feelings, normally i could take the tension.
But this time i cried. I CRIED. WTH?
And worst of all, this is my first time crying in front of people except family.
And my feeling tells me when i was crying, the girls in front, maybe just one, got peep!
I faster looked down.
NOOO! I swore to never cry in front of girls, especially..haha.
But this is cool, its like 50 people or more crying together in the same room XD

Took MRT home, wanted to blah blah, but never.
Now its 11.44pm.
Talking on msn with friends.
I din't know the way i talk was a mistake till now.
Most of the guys talk like this, to guai lan people, and i took this worthless 'skill' up.
And now, i'm gonna kick it!

I want to be better, i want to stop being low self esteem, i want what i want..
I want to get 7A1 for a A! :X
Oh well, i know language is impossible, so i try get 5A1! Gambateh!

Extra-
Okay, I hope i was forgiven. No reply..now 11.50..
If sleep le, then Oyasuminasai, aishiteru! baka..:C