Thursday, 5 March, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009, 4:16 AM
So damn tired.
Hmm, stayed back, hahas..was kindda happy at first..like..:D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sian, dunno how to say dont feel like saying, but everytime i see (?), of course i will feel a sense of burning sensation, a kind of something internally protruding out soon feeling, a ache-ing feeling.
Hahas, but i'ad been through it of cos countless time, but of cos i still can feel this feeling known as jealousy roflmaozhedong!..lol lame..z
Hmm, as i faced it countless time, it becomes a somehow scar like harry potter's head hahah! I always think i can overcome the feeling but it just gets on me, this time, wierd, a ball of tear appeared by my eye ON THE SPOT, but then it lasted a sec asi turned away.
Lol..so..later after i stayed back, i went to dawson, lol, came another feeling, of uselessness, called inferiority...z, combo 2~ ouch, dunno what to do, i just..dunno..dunno..dunno..hais..
Sian, deprived of sleep is adding up into combo 3..making me frustrated even more...
Zzz..stress...i want good grades....dammit....been freaking fooking fcking playing lots of attention in class riaos.Hais, time is going so fast this year..no much time to study/play/enjoy in a go..>:(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hais, need do e-math tb on vectors, a-math tb on defferentiation of trigo, F&N's R&D, Geog qns, on Green Revolution, file a/e math file..
Am i going bonkers soon?..