fck you dam lame leh

That was enuff to overflow my capacity of emotions.
私は感じる従って悲しい、私は彼女をそんなにまだ。.WHAT彼女と間違っている愛する。 私と間違っている!何が!! 神と間違っている何が!

Everynow and then, i get to enjoy dreams even though they may be sad, but i am happy that i can take it in the dream, i can control my emotions, i can control my dream..aka lucid dream..
How i wish i could just sleep forever..dreaming and controlling what i want..never waking up..never facing this retarded, cruel, sad fk-ed up world..
I may be the fk-ed up one, but no, god is the fk-up one.