2.20pm-
Sian...now in lab doing F&N..Atchoo...
Using the 9th packet of tissue for the day..zzz...
Everyday seems to be a torture...and everyday is wierd and meaningless...as it seems so different now, unable to contact you as i have to stop myself to contact you...

9.28pm-
May post later here, i posted in my private blog!
Wakaka...lol...

Am i nothing?

12.11am-
Today only got to wave bye after a glance of see-ing you in Dawson, it ended damn fast..
But during that moment, i felt so much better being able to see you, just that i felt (jealous+sad) as you were on the phone with idk who. This hurts.
Time to sleep...hope i don't dream again like i tried to sucided, even though i back out, i still died. Ayasuminasai...