Today, i felt so disappointed in myself.
I woke up at 6.30pm instead of 5.30 pm.
I ran to TIONG in like 5min.
Then when i took escalator down, i though it was the right train, i just dash in and it closed.
Then i started pondering about my plans, 2 stops later then realised wrong train zzz.
So changed train and went to Japanese Garden alone.

After the whole cross country thing, and plan failed.
Thus, i went with yongkee, henghao, henry to TIONG LJS to eat.
Then we went Cyrus play till 4+pm..

Got home, ate, so bored, dotA..
now its 8.26pm-
I feel so sad, i'm so useless at supporting a conversation, i cant communicate well..do i have zi bi zheng...I wished i was normal, i wished i was abit thick skinned, i wished i had a bigger and heavier body, so much things i wish for with some possible but takes time and effort..
Tmr going gym with friends yay!!! Thats the effort hahas.
Sian...still feel saddeded at myself...zzz!

1.09am-
I am exhausted, stressful life haha.
Its time for me to sleep! Good nights readers...><
I must wake for gymt mr, cannot disappoint twinsouls and friends!