What a sad day..?
hais...i not sure how i am feeling, but i am sure i am very sad.
I'm lost, what should i do.
I'm having splitting headache and acute pain inside my heart, a feeling which is hard to describe..
I'm off to bath..and then take a nap...if not i am going to die at this rate...

8.12pm-
Just bathed and thought abit while bathing..
I am feel very sad, worried, inferior, lost of joy and part of meaning in life..
Hais, k, i'm off to nap...back later..at random time...