Sunday, 18 July, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010, 1:21 AM
I'm not sure how to solve such problems because its the same problem i can't solve for myself. And i'm a guy, you're a girl. Of course i know we are different. But i'm trying, ain't i? I know its not the best i'm trying, because i know too, cause you're not the only one feeling emo. I tried to be there, even though i'm not sure what to do.

I am trying to help, and my FB status is not saying you. Negative feelings is not just sad feeling. It can be angry or just depressing feelings. I was saying how great it would be to be just happy. Of course negative feelings helps you be sure what is truely happy. You seemed to be attacking me, aren't you? On MSN, i wasn't trying to guai lan you, i talked like that. You could ask Shawn as hes my closest person currently, so he should know how i talk.

I am not aiming for anything but better grades now. I just don't want to be left behind like how you think you don't want to be either. I am not looking for any other 'she'. You were enough.

You do make sense, but i can't always be agreeing completely. Sometimes i agree to a certain extent only. If you want to be free, i won't stop you. You are (of course) able to do what you want if you think i'm disturbing/irritating/destroying you. But you have to know, i never had the thought that you disturbed/intruded/destroyed.

Its not unwilling, its not in the mood. And I'm not sure whats best to do..