Today was like one of the best sleeping day every.
I slept 14 hours.
I played and i slacked by watching tv. As i watched, i started to think of my life.
It was because the show was damn sad, damn nice. Some Saturday 10.30 de movie.
Yi ren zhi xia, wan ren zhi shang..

So i thought about myself. Whats the point of studying? It is to excel. How to excel. Be near the top even if you can't. How? Like studying? Why? To be near the top, to not be disappointing parents and yourself. To be respected. To be someone great, not just a someone..so i have to be hardworking, as this isn't what i am good at!

So as i was bathing after watching chnl 8, i was thinking about my life again and reflecting on my course which i landed in..
I realised that i used body wash to scrub my hair..so i washed my hair again..
As i was washing away the shampoo..i was thinking still..
I used shampoo to scrub my body..so i had to wash my body again..

So continuing to what makes me wanna be hardworking..
My sis's bf saw TP's wire sculpturing work at ION(i think) and took photos of them to show me. I browse and i saw a cat. It was skinned. Shame on myself. (But i can say its not nice enuff, it was rather wrong at the legs). Why wasn't mine skinned? Because i was having fun. I was slacking too much. I wasn't hardworking enough and i didn't manage my time well. But mine had the shape well, but because i didn't plan well enough the time..
And for FDS, i did not finish my wonders. Why again? I did not manage my time well, i slacked too much and didn't plan well again.
So now, this holiday, i will be much more hardworking, improving my work and completing BDC and GC.

So i am sorry if i neglect anyone. Jy everyone, design really is something that never stops. Something that needs to be reflected once in a while after doing.