Am i strong willed or am i not.
Its been years since i started to feel real pain in the heart when troubled.
And now i'm troubled.

I can be sad at one instant, and yet continue to be happy the other moment.
Why am i like this.
Is it cause i can cast the thoughts aside first, or do i not seem to care so much.
I wonder.

I'm feeling stressed again because i find myself in a predicament.
And when i'm stressed headache comes.
Headache comes, heartache come, whats not to come.
I need some time, some joy and some ears.