This is the last day of 2010.
Yesterday was thinking of the past as i was lying on my bed.

Like how my grandmother keeps asking me to play less and do work even when shes on her deathbed. And i failed to visit her earlier before she passed away because I was playing. Yeah, what the fuck. I was so stupid.

And that me and my close friend both liked this girl before and we did nothing, not just because we were hum, but we didn't want to hurt each other. lol. And then she was taken then after. Retarded us.

And I played when there was lots of work to revise on, and i did worse than what i should have done. Playful..

And I once got to know this girl and i became her friend, and soon became her close friend/best friend. Saw that she was one that smoke due to stress/peer pressure and so i stopped her smoking habit by taking her cigarette away all the time. And that i somehow liked her but i did nothing. And soon after, she broke up with her gangster ex and i got into trouble without knowing why. It was said she liked me but i didn't accept the thought. She told me she liked me and i shrugged away. And then i started to lose confidence and gradually communicated lesser with her. And she got with another person. I lack guts.

Such stuffs are history, and i cannot let them happen again.
These shall be my resolution.
- Avoid playing, family and friends come first
- Study harder!
- Have more confidence, if not it will be a greater loss..