Probably 6 days already.
Either eating only half a dinner. Maybe bonus, half a lunch.
No appetite.
Can't sleep well, taking longer to fall asleep each time.
Waking up countless time.
Sometimes with a quick, sharp, sudden movement.

Been worrying.
Worrying that i will be walking off.
Worrying that i may be on the way to death too.
Worrying what am i do to.
But what i have been fearing has happened slowly.

Really couldn't fall asleep last night.
Woke up countless time.
Each nightmare was like an episode.
Each has a loss.
And i woke up from each one badly shaken.
Tired from all those nightmares, i stopped trying to sleep at 11am.

Don't feel like going prep camp or prawning.
Just don't know what i want to do.