So there i was again, in the bathroom, having the feeling of puking.
That feeling in the stomach trying to purge whatever is inside out of the mouth.
That upwards peristalsis and compression of stomach and whatever is internally.
But all you get is excruciating pain and liquid in the tear duct blinding your sight.
Then nothing comes out.
You feel something at the back of your throat.
And you spit quarter mouthful of blood.
And the process repeats with decreasing amount of blood for about 8 times.
That's what i feel grim.
I'm internally screwed.